i don't know if this will come out right. i'm quite exhausted from all the travel in the past three weeks and can't quite think straight.
Friday, July 31, 2009
i just finished playing the last show of the North American part of my I Suck at Life Tour for 2009
these were the cities:
what an amazing experience. i had soooo much fun and met so many amazing people, and i can't even believe i'm getting to do stuff like this.
i never thought i'd get to write songs and play them around the world. i'm not very good at accepting love and support, and i just can't believe that this many people out there actually care about what i'm doing, and believe that i have something to offer.
it's so strange and i feel quite emotional looking back over these last 16 shows.
i don't think i can adequately explain how difficult and terrifying it is to pursue a career in entertainment, and the fact that i've been able to support myself on music and without a day job for the past year is so unbelievable to me
i feel like such a misfit in this world. most of the time i am angry, sad, lonely, frustrated, tired...getting out of bed is a challenge in and of itself. all the things i have experienced in the past 2 or 3 years has simply been beyond my wildest expectations.
thank you soooooooooooo much to everyone for being so supportive and so nice and so incredible. i'm not really sure how to do what i'm doing, how long it will last, or if i'll ever get to do it again, but this has been an experience i will never forget and i am very grateful to every single person who was a part of it
thank u thank thank u
i blow u a kiss
Posted by Jay Brannan at 1:02 AM