i never blog anymore

but does anybody really care?

microblogging is so much more A.D.D.-friendly

anyway its 330am and i have a fever and want to die

tell me whyee? aint nothin but a headache

mary had a little lamb. it's fleece was white as snow. and everywhere that mary went...the lamb was sure to go.

lambs are cute. sometimes i wish i were a little lamb.

i was gonna post effloads of pics from my 3 months of travel through europe...but re-sizing & uploading & blah blah...i never got around to it

it was definitely one of the most amazing experiences of my life. sometimes awesome. sometimes horrifying. in the end, i got so much out of it...and i hope to do it again. only maybe for like 4 to 6 weeks instead of 3 months. that was...intense haha

part of me wishes i could just travel forever.

or at least until i fall in love

with something

or someone

(spare me all the obnoxious hokey shit about loving yourself, blah blah. "the secret" can shove it.)

you know what?

i'm deciding right now that im going to be bigger than Lady GaGa.

and if it doesnt happen...can we finally abandon all that shit about how if you think something, it will happen...how envisioning the future causes it to come about...that when anything bad happens its because of your attitude...etc?

optimism nazis make this world a shitty shitty fake place where everything real & honest is choked out like a fucking weed.

ya give me feev-ah.